Lately I find myself being extra temperamental and I hate it so bad because it's been said that for every minute you are mad it's a whole minute of happiness you are missing out on and cannot get back, something in that nature. I'm trying to control my temper. It has ways of taking a toll on my personality. I apologize to those I've been shooting unnecessary attitude and temper tantrums to, I sincerely am sorry.
As human nature we are constantly on-the-go, whether it be work, school or galivanting around. When I think back all I could remember is me being out or at work and when I was home I'd always be in my room and/or on the computer. I have a single mom and I never noticed how lonely she gets watching tv every night by herself while I was out or whatever. I could remember getting annoyed of the consecutive call's from my mom asking the same question, "when are you coming home? It's so and so o'clock". Now I understand it's not because she's being over-protective, it's because she'd miss my presence. I never realized how broken the communication and acknowledgment between me and my mom was. I'm fessing up to my fault's because I don't think we realize how much we neglect our parents. I'm just trying to put out there you should acknowledge parent's more if you aren't, don't be so quick to forget who gave you life and put a roof over your head. They're here today but tomorrow is not promised. I am trying to make up for lost moment's from the past so I feel slightly less-guilty. Better late than never. (:
Such a great loss but she will forever remain as my favorite singer.
