Lol.

People mistaken my brutal, blunt and honest opinion as "Shit-Talking". You just suck at handling the truth.

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Truth Unolds Itself.

It's moment like these that you realize who your real friend's are and who genuinely cares for you. You'd be surprised, because the one's you least expect has more to offer than the one's you'd assume.

REACHING OUT -

Wednesday@8: MTV.

My Ride Or Die

She balances me out and has to offer me what no one in this world can, I could never stress it enough. And for those of you who've been around us.. *sigh. Yes, we're weird. But that's what makes us so interesting.(:

EST.8th Grade.

Adolescent day's. We got in trouble countless times, I used to always have to lie for her and when she get's caught I'd get owned, It's always a lose-lose situation. We had a relapse senior year when we sat at the mall in hand cuffs and picking her up in Jail at 3am. Priceless.

Glass People

I must say to those who are beating around the bushes and/or being unreal with me, are you serious? Please don't test my intelligence. That's just another insulting and modest way of assuming I'm stupid. I don't think that's too much to ask for. Believe me when I say I see right through people.

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People live their lives each day with the constant thought or need of perfecting their negativism that they forget to count the blessing's in front of them.

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It still amazes me that it is 09, time flies.. Anywho, this week was tedious as hell. I was sick from left to right all week long so I didn't bother blogging, until I got a comment from Tina on Facebook telling me to blog more. So here it is, lol. The over-all highlight of my week would be Tuna's new bundle of cuteness kitten, talking to Tim and being able to talk to Dougly twice in one day.

For those of you who's having a tough time:

better today - ne-yo

..thing's could be so much worse.

Sigh, The Inevitables..

As soon as I awoke this morning my Brother informed me my Aunt's having a baby boy following with one of my Uncle who is currently in the hospital dying from Liver Cancer. My heart literally dropped to my stomach, he's not blood related but he was once apart of my life. Ugh.. not a good day. Not to mention, I'm super worried about my dog, Ginger. Something's wrong with her rib cage/stomach, I'm asuming. My brother was lightly squeezing her stomach to check and she shrieked. I hope nothing's wrong..
Hrm, I feel like my blog spot is my new close friend, haha. I can spill and personalize all my thought's and emotion to it whenever I feel the need, without being criticized. I'd be doomed if I was to ever forget my pw. Lol. Considering that I live in a puddle of such unrealistic and inconsiderate people, blogging is my sanctuary for therapy, mentally. Sound's a little dramatic, indeediously. Only because you are ignorant to my situations.

I cannot stress it enough. I feel so incomplete without you, Tim.

HAH!

YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE F_CKING SLICK!

Resilience

I am determined to make something out of this situation and myself. Fuck what you think or have to say. To me, giving up is just another term for failure. Thing's are going to only get worse before it gets better, nothing in life comes easy.

Damn, people are full of surprises.. I'm trying to be extremely cautious with whom I trust. But you're never guaranteed safety, that's just the reality of it. Shady bidness floating around, yo.

I'm beginning to believe the saying "Once a cheater, always a cheater". I wonder what peoples motives are to cause them to do such thing's.. it's ridiculous and highly arrogant.

Couple months away from Completion. <3

Left: Tim
Next to him: Dougly

Random:

1. This one time Me, Thaison and Party Pat were hotboxing in his car. I had a cup of Smirnoff and I was telling Thaison to take a swig but he was being a fucking sissy and wouldn't drink it so by the time the pipe was passed to me, we were hella arguing and I accidentally dropped the damn pipe in the cup of Smirnoff. -_- Party fucking FOUL. If you ask me, if Thaison took a swig none of that would've happened.

2. This one time Me, Thaison and Party Pat blazed at Sinnott Park and Pat knicked his finger hella bad from opening a beer. So.. I was super stoned and stuck watching drunk people go ballistic and on the corner of my eye I thought Pat was passing the pipe to me so without looking I reached for it. Then I noticed I felt some sort of wet moisture and all of a sudden Pat was like "Eww, wtf are you doing?.." That's when I looked down and realized I was grabbing Pat's bloody finger which I've mistaken as a pipe. Hahahaha, FAIL! Guhross.

3. This one time the 3 of us once again hotboxed in Party Pat's car and Thaison's dog Nina puked up cookie's, weird...

4. This one time Thaison and I were blazing across the street from my house and Grace decided to come along just to watch. When me and Thaison were blown, hella stuck and laughing I started to realize Grace was too... that's when I realized we accidentally some how got Grace high (She's never been high before!). I never really really believed in "Contact-High" until that day. Hahaha, she was so stuck when she was driving she was flying over speed bump's and shit.

5. I remember back in Soph. year, we used to smoke out of apple's (n00b's, I know.) and Kristy would have bad ass munchie's so she'd end up eating the apple. -_-

6. This one time Me, Tim and Thaison were walking back to my house and I noticed a small baggie on the ground and I was like "heyyy, someone's tryna trick us". But Tim and Thaison opened it and smelled it, it was actual dank. Yaayy, free weed.

7. Senior year Me, Dianne and Tina went to Science Camp as camp counselors. Dianne brought an 8th to burn. This one night we had free time to ourselve's since all the kid's were asleep back in the cabin's, so we tore it up in the bathroom shower's. Me and Dianne left first because we had to head up to the Fire pit site, Tina stayed back. This stupid square ass chick decided to snitch on us or something in that nature. Tina panicked cause she thought the bathroom smelled like bud so she squirted Baby Lotion alllllllllll over the wall's. HAHA, FUCKING TINA.

Hey! Whoo remember's the "Frankenstein Movie!" Hahahaha, we hellllllaa pissed Fat Long off. =P Whatever " Noo, Jimmy! Don't do it, don't go out theree!" HAHA, damn... I HATE SMOKING WITH YOU, ELAINE! She's always the first to eat, high-killer.

Fun time's!

Dude this commercial is hella funny:

HuhhuhHAPPPYY!

ORDERED! Chicka Chicka Yeaah, Playa!

Clarity, Peace, Serenity..

"A shoulder to cry on, letters to send, money to borrow,

clothes to lend, friday night hangouts,
afternoon walks, 2am phonecalls, private girl-talks,
memories together will never end, always,
and forever.. My Bestfriend."

4AM

I cannot sleep due to the fact that I KO'd for like 3 hour's earlier. Wow, FML. Another sleepless night? Hooray... Hrm, I miss Tina. She's in Sactown with my brother for The Run's, Tina makes up for sister part I can't provide my Broham. Hahaha, sorry doot's I have no fascination for car's. So I finally talked to Tim today, I can't describe how much I miss him. Their release day is closer than ever, I have felt incomplete and sadness for waayy too long. I'm super stoked, you have no idea!

Yesterday Grace and Thaisougly came over, once again through the back door. -_- They brought me Quickly's! Yumm, hahaha dude Thaison pointed out how Grace look's like this Pokemon named Snubble. It hellllllllla resembles her, I totally see it. HAHAHAHA. I swear, them 2 put together is like non-stop bickering. One thing I noticed yesterday was... Thaison ate all the meat, fed me ONE shrimp and the rest were Snow Pea's. -___- Some kind of friend you are. Then.. there's Grace, feeding me lard. Gagggg, yuck. Hatechu! =P

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A handful of thing's I regret, it has been said to "Live life with no regret's." Sad to say that I am not able to, I don't know why I dwell so much. It is my biggest weakness, ugh.. so unhealthy. Someone slap me please... with reality.

Shady Bidness.

People front too much, I think it takes alot more effort/energy to act like something you're not compared to jut simply doing you. You look foolish if you ask me. There is a compiling list of thing's bothering me but it is not something I am able to put into word's, you gotta see it for yourself to understand.

One thing that is killing me is Archie's death. To me, death is not something you just get over. It is something you cope with and learn to face everday. This hit everyone by suprise of course, you can't really "prepare" for death, that's just un-realistic. I can't seemn to shake this feeling off but I guess I'll eventually re-collect my train of thought. Until then, RIP Archie. I love/miss you, Kiddo. <3